Thursday, March 22, 2007

The Darkest of Times

The Darkest of Times

March 2007 might be considered to be the darkest days of my life. During this time, my heart never felt light. It's always heavy..always sick. Sleepless nights are prevalent. Tears are overflowing. Depression. Insecurities. Both are swallowing the whole of my being.

All these years, I have been a very blessed being. A lot of my dreams and aspirations were brought to reality. Achievements are here and there, unselfishly endowed to me. I can say, that prior to this "darkness", God has never failed me...or that I haven't failed Him. Which is which? I failed God...that's for sure.

Indeed, life isn't just about happiness..not just about lying in a bed of roses. It has tacks with it...sprinkles that you may meet along the way. It isn't easy. We need someone. Him.

Now, I'm trying my best to move on and bridge the gap. There is a need to rethink. There is...